Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Trying to be Patient

It has been a week since my last post and things have been a little busy lately.  I have been applying and interviewing for nursing positions hoping to start my nursing career soon! My days are spent on the computer looking for jobs and hoping that someone will call and say "Congratulations! You have a job!" 

In my spare time, I am writing and recording songs, learning how to play guitar, and updating my music sites in the hope of promoting my music and seeing if there is a potential for me.  It helps me cope with the loneliness that I am becoming accoustomed to.  A typical day for me is to wake up, eat breakfast, a 45 minute jog, check emails, look for jobs ( which normally takes anywhere from 5-7 hours), take care of Odie ( The Family Beagle) and Digit ( The Family Cat), and then hope to lift my spirits with focusing on music. 

I am used of putting everyone first...making the phone calls, emailing and find myself at times wondering when the phone will ring or when I will spend time with my friends. Lately, I feel like I am getting cabin fever.  It is hard to realize when you have to let go of certain things and I have decided to let things happen like they should.  I am using this as a basis for my songs lately and hope that it will help me find some peace.   I am finding a reason to smile everyday... but I just want to be able to have a well rounded life.  Hope that everyone is well!

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